Down

I have been working at the cafe now for almost 12 weeks and had my first day yesterday that I just could not work. I was down . Now when I say down I mean DOWN, the lower depths of beneath it all, lower than then average person. Bi-Polar will do that to you. My meds are fine, it's just snaps at me once in a while. I came home after being at work for an hour and took a nice long nap, better to sleep it off than to stay a wake and fight it. A nap is the easy way out, take a xanax and feel like sleeping for a time. I took half because I still needed to go to James' basketball game at 4. So, hoping today is better and getting ready for the day. There is always tomorrow, right? Love and Peace.